God, help me!

I felt confused, I know what the happened actually with me. There's my big mistakes, and it must be seriously! What I shoul do now God?? I'm not ready to accept the fact, I was young! too fast :'(
 God, maybe You didn't pardon me, I knew it! But, give me a chance to fix it! God.... I don't know what the future brings, but I know I want to be a good person!! Pardon me